Sorry- Havent been blogging this week. Busy with CRCT testing. I'll rant about it tommorrow.
-Sigh- All right...I was thinking about "Aaron" right? Yep. After.. 7 months I still think about him. And I've realized....I havent really been interested in any guys lately- Mostly because of him. Its rather sad that even when you give your all into someone and try showing them you'll always be there- They dont believe you after all the hard work.
I honestly, I believe "Aaron" has other problems in his life that I'm not aware of.. o____o
Or maybe...somethings just arent ment to be. Also this week has been a decrease in my self esstem. I met this guy- Lets call him Ray. I met him at CRCT. I really like him- His smile is freakin incredible might I add. But he doesnt feel the same. Actually when I talk to him he always ends the conversation right in the middle of me talking... I met this other guy- Hes a total asshole. Lets call him..."Ron" He started flirting with me, sending me notes, Because he apparently "Thinks I'm really cute and wants to get to know me", I totally had my guard up- Incase hes like that Jerk me and my friend India met last year. Lets see...Then he called my other friend Cute. She just ignored him though. And now today hes "trying to get to know" this other chick. And has the nerve to expect me to be cool with it - -" How he acted didnt make me sad- Way worse things have happened to me. I'm sad because assholes like him are the only guys that have liked me...lately. All the amazing guys I know are taken by Bitchy, Whiny, and demanding girls who only talk about Rap, Cute guys, Skinny jeans and how many hotties court them - -" I mean come on.... -Sigh- Exactly..
