[Subliminal Rant 1#] "Stop flirting with my friends. Thanks."

It aint my DAMN fault.

Laaawd. I always hear this crap from the Black community!

"Chilee! You need to eat!"
"You so skinny, you need to put some meat on those bones!"
"Oooh your waist is so skinny! Have you been eating?"

And I was just surfin' Facebook, and this post.. well yeah pretty much pissed me off.

I see absolutely nothing wrong with that girl. She doesnt look unhealthy, shes just tiny.

Some girls are just naturally like that. Damnit, I'M like that.

Not trying to brag here. But I'm really "Skinny".

I'm 5'5 and currently only 104 pounds.

People always ask me, "WHY DONT YOU GAIN ANY WEIGHT?"

Because honestly, I. Freaking. Can't.  I could eat all damn day, and I don't gain more than 2 pounds. But if I go even a day without eating, I'll lose 1 pound.  Yes I know theres a bunch of women saying, "PSSSH. PLEASE. I WISH I could eat like that."

The grass isnt always greener on the other side.   I wish I was a bit thicker! I love my body how it is now, like I should. But if I went up a cup size and gained about 3 inches on my hips. I'd be happy as hell!

-SIIIIIIIGH- I'm done for now .___.

(And before someone jumps on me, yes we're all entitled to our own opinions, if he thinks someone being that skinny is disgusting, then thats his right to think so. But that doesnt mean I can't be slightly pissed off by it ._.)

"U Mad Bro?" Original Song-- CrippleWithswag!

Let me start off by saying I love this girl, she's totally brave, fierce and and all around badass, its encouraging how she doesnt let her disability stop her.

BUT...

These lyrics... Just... -Sigh- I just...

At least it isnt as bad as My Vagina Aint Handicapped.

Power to her, though..

So yeah.. -Taps finger on microphone- Blowsjobs.. Yeah..

(Dont ask what Hipster Pikachu has to do with this post.)

I was talking to a close friend of mine, being the young inexperienced minors we are, we started chatting about sex. He was telling me about this girl he really really liked, and wanted to eat her out.
I laughed and told him, "Why? Do you even have the slightest idea of what goes on down there?!"
He smiled and said, "Yeah I do. But she's clean! And I just want to make her feel good!"
And he asked me, "Like, what are giving blow jobs like? How does it even taste?"
We got into a discussion about it, then he told me, "I'd never let a girl suck my dick, it's disrespectful".

I've heard alot of guys say the exact same thing, and I'm kind of puzzled about it.
How exactly is it disrespectful? Is there something I'm missing? Do Blow Jobs have some secret meaning?
If the girl (or guy o. o) is willing to do it, how is there any disrespect happening?

And theres another thing that puzzles me, I also hear so many guys brag about like,
"Yeahhh, my tongue game is amazing ma :)" (For those who don't understand slang, they're referring to their ability to preform cunnlingus) and yeah, they're apparently pro at eating a chick out and all... some will even say, "Real men eat pussy!" but, then they think blow jobs are disgusting/disrespectful.

I mean, cunnlingus and felatio are both forms of oral sex. And honestly, I find cunnlingus to be more "Disgusting" than felatio . (I mean, seriously dude. DO GUYS EVEN KNOW WHAT THE HELL GOES ON DOWN THERE?)

I mean, before anyone thinks I'm opinion-bashing, its a basic right to do whatever you want with your body, if you dislike receiving or giving oral sex, its your right as an American citizen to not participate in such acts.
But I'm just confused o___o

The point of diss tracks.... is what exactly?

Alright, so I just watched this video\
Young Jinsu Justin Bieber Diss (Shook Ones Freestyle)

And I'm confused. Exactly, what is the point of dedicating a song just to insult someone?
I mean, I've always found rap disses to be a pretty punk a*s move.

Like I used to like Lil' Kim, I've never heard any of her music, only because She did a song with my favorite Kpop singer Se7en
But when she came up with that rap diss for Nicki Minaj...
I mean, if she hates the chick so much, why exactly didnt she just meet her face to face and tell her exactly what the problem was? I mean, Lil Kim could have camly sat Nicki Minaj down and said.
"Hey Nicki, how you doing? I see the music career is good. I got a little problem we need to discuss. I think that your doing some of the sh*t I just do do back in the 90s girl. Thats alright, but you havent paid me any homage. I mean I probably did inspire that fashion for you, so I just want a little credit. I know how agreviating it is as an artist for your hard work to go unappriciated. So just a little homage and we'll be cool? Kay? iight?"

But NOOOOOO, this chick had to go on with "Black Friday".
.. Just.. Urg, :Lawd. Rappers have too much d*mn pride now days.

And actually, rap disses are so ignorant.
Think about it, the time a person spent coming up with the verses, getting the beats, recording it in the studio, releasing it... ETC.
You could have just had a intelligent conversation with the person they had problems with.

But NOOOOOO. Rap culture has to do sh*t like this.

Justin Bieber Rap Diss
HOT New Rap 2011 - In Our HAARP

I found this hilarious though.

Afroman - whack rappers (disses everbody)

Last question, WHY don't Rock/Pop singers make diss tracks?

Exactly... because it's stupid.

:/

I've just witnessed the most American thing ever...

You might be looking at this thinking,

"What is that?"

BACON. FLAVORED. POPCORN.

..... I can't, I can't. The Government is trying to kill us with High Blood pressure and Diabetes.

Bacon flavore--.. Whaaa? FIRST OF ALL! Bacon can and should only be eaten as strips.

(Or sliced-Ham shaped-- Thank you Canada!)

Second... 

Whooh, I just can't. I can't.

Usher wants Pippa for-- his new linerge line?

http://clutchmagonline.com/2011/06/royal-ambitions-usher-seeking-out-pippa-middleton-for-lingerie-line/

Dear Usher,
-Pulls out chair-
SIT YOUR ASS DOWN!
Out of all the people, in this entire Earth, You want PIPPA? Pippa MIDDLETON? The Princesses SISTER? (I mean, The Dutchesss of.. whatever-- Either way. Her Sister is a freaking Royal)
To help with your LINGERE LINE?
-Pulls out several chairs-
Yeah, sit your ass down in these too. I just can't deal with you.
I can't... I JUST CAN'T.

Why do men pride themselves on Dogging women-- correction, Why do "Niggas"....

Oh lawd... iCant, iCant, I rebuke this article in the name of Jesus Christ!

I got bored and went on DailyPiff, you know, that hoodrat website that talks about hoodrat things and gives hoorat advice that only works in the hood.

This article just... Lord Jesus -Facepalm-

Why Do Men Pride Themselves On Dogging Women? (DailyPiff.Net)

That is the most.... hoodrat response. Which is just actually just another conceited African-American male that believe he's the shit for no other reason besides he can use and recycle women with low self esteem, (I mean, Does he have a good job? Is he educated? If your not doing sh*t in your life besides sitting in your house that is unfortunately placed in a bad neighborhood, and you do nothing but let the Government take care of you. You cannot brag about anything, ever, at all.)

And this passage right here, just.... just look.

Just the way it is.  No sense in keeping it bottled up.  Might as well let the women know how men talk.  This is the truth.  This is how n*ggas are.  A b*tch can't control me.  So I voice it.  Why would I not?  To spare a b*tches feelings?

Men talk? Men talk...? MENNNN talk? Excuse me Sir, Real men do not participate in such ignorance, or take pride in it.
Now see, Here is the difference between "Niggas" and "Educated African-American men"
Because trust me, they are not alike. Most the time, any male that goes around referring to himself, or anyone else of his race as a Racial slur, (Such a "Nigga"-- No. Removing the "ER" off "Nigger"and replacing it with an "A" does not make it any less degrading. Cut the bullshit Black America.) Is not worth even giving the time of day to. Not for dating, hell. Not even for a d*mn job application.

Like I was saying...  its simple to tell the difference, look at a website such as "Naked with socks on". (NWSO.net) The Fresh Xpress (Thefreshxpress.com) Very Smart Brothas (Verysmartbrothas.com)
And then look at websites such as Dailypiff.net
........
I'm pretty sure you see my point.

Wait... I think I got off topic, (Like usual....)

Anyway, I'll tel you my theroy on my so many males to this, (But since the article's creator was referring to "Niggas"... I'll just tell you why I think so many African-American males do this...)
Its actually apart of a Slave mentality. Actually people would be surprised how many African-Americans still subconiously have a slave mentalitiy, it's more than just feeling bondaged and hurt...
In slavery days, Slave males-- pretty much had no worth more than their dicks and physical sterength.
Why the part about dick? Slave males were pretty much forced to f*ck with almost every woman that had the ability to bear a child, (I just thought about something, think about the poor slave women.... having to work in the fields while having period cramps... now that takes sertength...) while also being referred to in racial slurs, and pretty much having their self esteem being brought down to nothing.
They apparently might have been taught to believe they were "A nigger, ugly, ignorant...." ETC
But as long as they could impregnate other women-- they had some purpose.
Which of course, over the course of time. They began to take pride in such a thing.....
And.. yep. (I would go on, but I am TIRED....)

And well... thats just my opinion on the article. (And a few other things)
Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong... Goodnigh--.. morning o. -

  

Kpop? You like what? Why?

As many know, I'm into Korean and Japanese (I'm mostly interested in Korean music and Japanese fashion)
But you know..... ratchets, hoodrats and other ignorant Hood characters just can't accept that.

I think one of the most ignorant statements I've heard being made about my interests was,
"She likes that asian music? I think she wants to be Asian or something..."
Actually no, I love being Black, if I had a choice, I wouldnt change my race-- ever.
I'm very proud of my African and Native American roots that I know little to nothing about
But does having Black pride mean I can't admire another culture's ways of Music, Fashion and overall living?
Apparently, yes.

I get the following questions on a daily basis

- Do you hate America? Actually I strongly dislike this country, but Kpop and Japanese fashion has nothing to do with it, but this is another post for another day
- Do you think Asians are better?
- Why do you like Asian guys? Black guys arent good enough for you?
- But you don't even know what they're saying. (Its called going to google, and searching the English lyrics idiot. It's simple, go to google and type "Big Bang  Until Whenever English lyrics. Its freaking simple!)


Some of them are good questions, but most the time people have such a needless attitude when asking-- which pisses me off. I don't mind you asking, "Can you understand what they are saying?" If you do ask, I will kindly tell you, "No, I just google the lyrics". But if you say something along the lines of, "Dude, you don't even know what they're saying anyway." I'm most likely going to get annoyed.

And heres the 1# question, why do you like Kpop? (Korean Pop)
And my answer is: It's way different than most American music, the lyrics usually have more emotion and meaning, which helps make it more easy to relate too. I mean, we've all heard that, "All he did was hurt me, I did everything for him" line, But alot of the time Kpop goes into more detail, like, telling about all the things the Broken Hearted girl did just to make him happy, even the tiny things. Which helps build more sympathy for the artist when it's revealed how they were hurt. )

And then I really hate when people say,
"Your the only non asian who likes it"
Actually, no. Korean girl group is making their U.S Debut with the help of Black Eyed Peas "Will. I. Am."
why? Such popularity in America. Kpop fans are of all races and shades.
(Hell. Most the Kpop fans I know arent even Asian)

but -sigh- I'm tired now. Goodnight.

Soulja boy.. We're going to need you to SIT YO' ASS DOWN.

Topic of today's rant: Soulja Boy

I am sick and tired of black people using the "It's the White man's fault!" metaphor just to excuse their own lazyness. Its 2011. The African-American race could take over America if we wanted too, the problem? Half of us still have the mindset of slaves, therefore. The only people holding us back is ourselves.

If we could only act like we're a race, instead of segregating each other by Skintone.

Hell! Lets get the Hispanics involved with this revolt! They've been put down also!

... Oh, day dreaming about a peaceful nation-- Like I was originally saying. Yo. DeAndre.

WE. DON'T. HAVE. TIME. FOR. THIS.

Posting a uneducated rant on Facebook has done literally nothing but made me question your intelligence even more.

 And then he posted this shortly after.

 Really? "We must take a stand". Tha' fuck? What the hell is this asshat doing to help the African-American race? Nothing but making us look like a bunch of coons. I mean, he could at least give back to charity, or help a African-American community in hardship. But lets be real, he's just going to attempt to be deep on Social networks and write his bullshit music.

I am through with this coonery! .___.

 (And before anyone gets their tits in a knot. Yes, if he's actually planning to help the African-American community. Good for him, But people don't have time for empty statements).

Why do Women have to shave their erm... You know?

Alright.....
So my Twitter Timeline is going crazy with this chick, (Dang, shes even trending, poor girl.)
Because of this video,
http://www.worldstaruncut.com/uncut/33994
(The video involves a chick masturbating, just warning you.)

Which brings me to my question,
Why do women have to shave to avoid judgement?
I mean, All I'm hearing are these thristy, lonely ass dudes, and Dirty hoes talking about,
"Awwww! She needa' shave tha' cootchie!"
... Uhm, Why exactly?

I honestly don't see the reason to shave there, I mean, some women do because they say they feel cleaner.
But actually... Its just hair. I mean, really. Its not going to kill you.
And then my thristy guyfriends are talking about,
"Ewww. I wouldn't eat that."
Or
"Dayummm, she needa trem dat' bush, I ain't gonna smash."
(Actually, these guys would have sex with any woman that offered, even if she had Blue Waffle, So I don't know why they're lying)

I even see campains telling women to "Shave they're erm, "Kitty".
I think its stupid, Ladies. If a guy decides he doesn't want to sleep with you, JUST because of your pubic hair.
Dump him- I mean as long as your clean, he shouldnt even care.
Now I know someone is going to be like,
"Pshh! You probably got a bush too! Stupid Feminist."
1. I will not share details of how my private area is kept, thank you.
2. I'm not a Feminist, honestly, I don't know enough about the Womens Rights Movement to even be a Feminist.

In conclusion, .... Theres really nothing wrong with this video. (Well, besides the fact that shes naked, and shes masturbating..... ) I'm going to say the most ghetto thing ever, mostly because I'm tired, and I don't feel like giving an intelligent ending statement,
Who cares about dem' hatahs!!! It is yo' American RIGHT to masturbate on camera, showin' yo hairy kitty n' errthanggg, just let dem' hatahs, keep hattin', just do you boo.


Goodnight.

I'm not a violent person..

After getting into an argument with my jumpoff. (Lmao JK. My boyfriend)

I'm not going to go into what happened, or what was said.

But I thought about it,

My exes have pissed me off endless times, Cheated, Lied. ETC

But I thought about it, I never, ever wanted to do any physical harm to them.

Now of course, I've said something like, "I'm going to kick his ASS!!" when M cheated on me. But was I really going to do it? Nope.

Why? Mostly because I don't like fighting/arguing. Theres only like, 1 of my exes that I've ever seriously wished misfortune on. (Well, He almost drove a friend of mine to kill herself. So. That contributed to it, and other reasons.)

But yep, Never wanted to harm them with my own hands.

Even one of my exes, this dude stalked me, did not want me to talking to anyone that was not him, threatened my friends, questioned me when I talked to a guy, asked my friends daily if I said anything about him, or if I was talking to another guy.

Even almost fought one of my friends because he liked me- no other reason besides that. Just because he liked me. I dislike this guy with a passion, but I don't wish misfortune on him, or have ever even thought about me, or anyone else harming him.

Maybe because I'm just a nice girl? Possibly.

Even for another example, This guy. I will be honest, I fell for him and all. He apparently "loved" me too. But he cheated on me... Like 10+ times. (How do I know? He announced it on Facebook. I guess he forgot I was on his friendslist.)

And I've told a few friends, "I swear. When I see him I'm beating the shit out of him"

What did I do next time I saw him? Sat on the couch and watched Adventure time with him in silence. Yeah. I know. Stupid right? And even weeks later after our breakup when we became friends. We got in a swearing fight over rap music. I thought again, "Yep. I'mma beat his ass". Did I? No. Did I dream about it? No.

And most likely, I never will. I'm not a hateful person. I think Idle-Threats alot of the time, but I would never want to harm one of my boyfriends/exes.

-- Now hiring someone else to harm them is another story... :) Joking!!

• Have you ever wished Misfortune, Such as physical harm, death, or just anything plain-- well. Unfortunate on your partner?
• Have you ever harmed your partner, or wished to do so?

No I'm not an 8th Grader.

I hate when people ask me how old I am, Ask for my birthday, and then assume what grade I'm in. And then have the nerve to debate with me when I tell them I'm in Grade 9 instead of 8. 

I'll give you some more insight on this. I was born October, 25, 1996. Which makes me 14 (And a half.. :3) years old. When I started Freshman year on August, 9, 2010. I was 13 years old.

In the state of Georgia, There really isnt any 13 year old Freshmans...

I'll explain why

In the state of Georgia, You must turn 5 before September, 1st to start school. I didn't turn 5 until October, 25th, 2001. But. I didnt start school in this State, I started in California. and in California, You must turn 5 before December, 2nd.

So yep. I'm younger than pretty much everyone in my grade.

But the most annoying part? Having to explain it. I always hear,

"WAIT.. If you turned 14 in October? How are you in grade 9!?

And like I said before, some people actually debate with me, trying to tell me what grade I should be in

I know exactly what grade I should be in. But you know how some people are... they just have to make sure you know they're right. 

-Yawn- Been up all night... Felt like ranting before going to sleep. <3