Are you really that afraid of being an outcast?
I know a boy..
He used to be so kind, he loved playing video games and toying with computers
He loved listening to techno and rock music...
He was so innocent... he loved everyone
regardless of skintone or attitude.
You could have hurt him in the worse way possible..
But if anything happened to you
He would still hug you and tell you it'll be okay...
But of course...
That little boy grew up..
He's a young man now..
Scratch that, he doesnt even deserve the title of a man.
He spends his time chasing hoes
He brags about his sexual prowess every chance he gets
He complains about how he keeps getting hurt
But still messes with aint shit females.
He smokes... he looks up to Wiz Khalifa's smoking habits as a type of goal
He drinks the pain away...
He really doesnt want to do those things.
He's really intelligent and kind...
Somewhere deep in that mind...
Why does he do it?
Fucking rap culture thats why.
So he won't be an outcast
So he won't be alone
Though he'll never be alone, because he'll always have me
Even if he doesnt want me there
Why?
Is selling your soul to a group of people that will never ever be satifisfied with you worth it?
Your self respect is not worth a girl to fuck for the night
Your pride is not worth taking body shots off some hoe
He used to be disgusted by alcohol and weed....
Don't be like him....
Even if you don't know it.
Theres at least one person that loves your true self...
Not that fake ass front you put on just so the uneducated assholes will like you...
Speaking as an outcast...
After awhile... it's not that bad.
